skeletons in my closet.....

There are times when i just close my eyes and slip into a transient zone of emptiness. It feels really good to shake off all connections to this world around. I keep thinking about who i am, what i can become, what i could have become or what i cant become. I guess this happens to everyone. But then eventually when i open my eyes back again i see the same old world i thought i ve been sulking from and i chuckle to myself. Why does it feel so comfortable to just close my eyes and feel no one can see me? Isnt it really amazing how we always end up playing a fool in the hands of life.